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Josh Simmons

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Technicolor geek. Slow reader. Main social presence: @josh@josh.tel / josh.tel/@josh

I try to post a poem every day.

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Amanda Gorman: Call Us What We Carry (2021, Penguin Random House) No rating

This luminous poetry collection by #1 New York Times bestselling author and presidential inaugural poet …

Good Grief by Amanda Gorman

The origin of the word trauma Is not just "wound," but "piercing" or "turning," As blades do when finding home. Grief commands its own grammar, Structured by intimacy & imagination. We often say: We are beside ourselves with grief. We can't even imagine. This means anguish can call us to envision More than what we believed was carriable Or even survivable. This is to say, there does exist A good grief.

The hurt is how we know We are alive & awake; It clears us for all the exquisite, Excruciating enormities to come. We are pierced new by the turning Forward.

All that is grave need Not be a burden, an anguish. Call it, instead, an anchor, Grief grounding us in its sea. Despair exits us the same way it enters— Turning through the mouth. Even now conviction works Strange magic on our tongues. We are built up again By what we Build/find/see/say/remember/know. What we carry means we survive, It is what survives us. We have survived us. Where once we were alone, Now we are beside ourselves. Where once we were barbed & brutal as blades, Now we can only imagine.

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Patricia Smith: Blood Dazzler (Paperback, 2008, Coffee House Press) No rating

In minute-by-minute detail, Patricia Smith tracks Hurricane Katrina as it transforms into a full-blown mistress …

Man on the TV Say by Patricia Smith

Go. He say it simple, gray eyes straight on and watered, he say it in that machine throat they got. On the wall behind him, there's a moving picture of the sky dripping something worse than rain. Go, he say. Pick up y'all black asses and run. Leave your house with its splinters and pocked roof, leave the pork chops drifting in grease and onion, leave the whining dog, your one good watch, that purple church hat, the mirrors. Go. Uh-huh. Like our bodies got wheels and gas, like at the end of that running there's an open door with dry and song inside. He act like we supposed to wrap ourselves in picture frames, shadow boxes, and bathroom rugs, then walk the freeway, racing the water. Get on out. Can't he see that our bodies are just our bodies, tied to what we know? Go. So we'll go. Cause the man say it strong now, mad like God pointing the way outta Paradise. Even he got to know our favorite ritual is root, and that none of us done ever known a horizon, especially one that cools our dumb running, whispering urge and constant: This way. Over here.

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Nikki Giovanni: Bicycles (Hardcover, 2009, William Morrow) No rating

In a career that has earned her accolades, honorary degrees, and awards from both fellow …

Migrations by Nikki Giovanni

When the sun returns to the arctic circle from its winter rest

The grasses sprout seducing the winged and the hoofed

Polar bears and their cubs must flee Before the ice breaks up

Although others begin a northern journey

The Snow Goose flies from the Gulf of Mexico to mate and birth her young

Two million Mongolian Gazelles move over the tundra where each gives birth at the same time defying the will of predators who would consume the gazelles' future

Though only, of course, to provide nourishment for their own young predators

Let's not judge too harshly

Salmon swim upstream jumping falls and grizzly bears

Grasshoppers ignoring the advice Of ants make music to celebrate Winter's end

Monarch butterflies leaving the safety Of Zihuatanejo forge north Beginning the longest winged journey of Spring

With only the hope of warmth and the promise of grasses They unflinchingly face: Hunger Thirst Predators Winds Rains Uncertainties

As would I For you

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finished reading The Fated Sky by Mary Robinette Kowal (Book two of the Lady Astronaut series)

Mary Robinette Kowal: The Fated Sky (Paperback, 2019, Rebellion Publishing) No rating

The Fated Sky continues the grand sweep of alternate history begun in The Calculating Stars …

The way this book weaves together the science, the humanity, and with them familiar cultural baggage, it's like going on an adventure without this sense that it's a form of escapism or "could never happen." There's definitely something to be said for reading sci-fi written by people other than white men. I'm looking forward to starting the next book in the trilogy!

An aside, I may never shake the experience of the chapter when they used "the bag." My goodness.

quoted Morning haiku by Sonia Sanchez

Sonia Sanchez: Morning haiku (2010, Beacon Press) No rating

This new volume by the much-loved poet Sonia Sanchez, her first in over a decade, …

4 haiku (for Nubia) by Sonia Sanchez

1. Telephone wires sang her voice over soft sister laughter

2. you held us with summer stained smiles of hope

3. i hold your breath today. . . you sail home across the ocean

4. i see you Nubia walking your Mississippi walk God in your hands.

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Camille T. Dungy: Black nature (2009, University of Georgia Press) No rating

Earth Song by Langston Hughes

It's an earth song— And I've been waiting long For an earth song. It's a spring song! I've been waiting long For a spring song: Strong as the bursting of young buds. Strong as the shoots of a new plant, Strong as the coming of the first child From its mother's womb— An earth song! A body song! A spring song! And I've been waiting long For an earth song.

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Patricia Smith: Blood Dazzler (Paperback, 2008, Coffee House Press) No rating

In minute-by-minute detail, Patricia Smith tracks Hurricane Katrina as it transforms into a full-blown mistress …

She Sees What It Sees by Patricia Smith

The eye of Hurricane Katrina passes over New Orleans.

And the levees crackled, and baptism rushed through the ward, blasting the boasts from storefronts, sweeping away the rooted, the untethered, bending doors, withering the strength of stoops. Damn!, like a mantra, drummed and constant comment on the rising drink. Shit! Skirts shamelessly hefted, pants legs ripped away, babies balanced in the air. But still, acceptance, flurries of ha ha I'll be damned, because breakage has always been backdrop and water—well, water sears through them, drenches their white garb and reveals a savior's face. It has provided hard passage, sparkled its trickery and shepherded them to death before.

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Eve L. Ewing: 1919 (2019, Haymarket Books) No rating

The Train Speaks by Eve L. Ewing

Even now, I dream of them, Quiet nights in the railyard, When the little rat feet skitter beneath me, When the last of the strong men with his gleaming silver buttons has locked the door and laid his hands against me. I see them dancing in every passing cloud.

My babies, my babies. Born unto me in the hills and green lands, loose threads catching in my sharp parts when they don't watch out, blistered hands hauling parcels of burlap as heft and shapeless as bound cotton. They move like rabbits, then. They look for a lash that isn't there, even them that never felt it. It's in their shoulders. The lash lives in their shoulders.

Long after the last biscuit is gone, when the sunrise brings steel mountains, my children look and look through the space I have made for them, the gift I have prepared. They are safe within but can see without.

They feel it before they know the words, then smile when it comes to them—it's flat. The land is flat. And they smile to think of it, this new place, the uncle or cousin who will greet them, the hat they will buy, the ribbons. They know not the cold, my babies. They know not the men who are waiting and angry. They know not that the absence of signs does not portend the absence of danger. My children. My precious ones. I can never take you home. You have none. And so you go, out into the wind.

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Amanda Gorman: Call Us What We Carry (2021, Penguin Random House) No rating

This luminous poetry collection by #1 New York Times bestselling author and presidential inaugural poet …

Back to the Past by Amanda Gorman

At times even blessings will bleed us.

There are some who lost their lives & those who were lost from ours,

Who we might now reenter, All our someones summoned softly.

The closest we get to time travel Is our fears softening.

Our hurts unclenching, As we become more akin

To kin, as we return To who we were

Before we actually were Anything or anyone—

That is, when we were born unhating & unhindered, howling wetly

With everything we could yet become. To travel back in time is to remember

When all we knew of ourselves was love.

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